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Voice; Backdated to 10/7
Date: 2016-10-09 07:47 am (UTC)From:Hey X? Have you seen Zero today?
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Date: 2016-10-09 08:47 am (UTC)From:No, I haven't. ...Why?
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Date: 2016-10-09 04:20 pm (UTC)From:I haven't been able to get a hold of him for the past hour. Thought he might've been ignoring me in the beginning, 'cause... [An unintentional flash of a memory -- Zero, with those biting words] ...but it's starting to feel more like he's just not there. I tried searching for him too.
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Date: 2016-10-09 09:45 pm (UTC)From:He won't bring up the memory, not when it seems like Axl's just fumbling for words and not meaning to use it as explanation.]
There might be a communications limit. There were spaces where navigation couldn't reach us, remember? Transmissions cutting out or simply not coming through. It may simply be that.
[Zero wouldn't just intentionally tune someone out. He's fairly sure. But... There's the complication of Zero not knowing Axl, so...]
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Date: 2016-10-10 12:22 am (UTC)From:[Still doesn't help the unease and concern he feels because he can't get to Zero. And it doesn't stop the niggling little voice in the back of his head from telling him that Zero's just completely cut him off because of his silly little outburst when they first met--]
Thanks, X. I needed that. This place's been screwing with me and I hate it.
[An admission, that he's not totally alright at the moment.]
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Date: 2017-01-08 06:21 am (UTC)From:Hey X. Enjoy the mental equivalent of someone kicking down the door and ranting. ]
X, did you hear what Axl's been telling people about us?!
[ Also hi, probably. ]
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Date: 2017-01-08 06:42 am (UTC)From:I haven't, no.
[But the tone Zero's using is kind of... telling.]
...What's he been saying?
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Date: 2017-01-08 06:49 am (UTC)From:He's telling people that we're married. I already had to correct someone about it.
[ And Ion better be the only one he has to correct, or else-- ]
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Date: 2017-01-08 07:04 am (UTC)From:...
He's telling people we're married.
[That's exasperation over embarrassment, though there's some uptick of an awkward, flustered feeling that flickers over the link. Someone's taking this well. ...Or it'll just hit harder, later. One or the other.]
Right. If he's told anyone else or they've told anyone, it... we'll handle it one at a time.
Going by this, I'm guessing you already talked to Axl about it?
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Date: 2017-01-08 07:13 am (UTC)From:Right ... If we're lucky, it'll just have been that one person. [ ... ] He made me chase him down before I could, that little-- ...
[ Really, he's more annoyed by having had to run and teleport all over the city to catch Axl than what he actually did. ]
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Date: 2017-01-08 07:46 am (UTC)From:I'm sure it's because he wanted to get a rise out of you.
[And you fell for it, Zero. But it's not said without some faint amusement; they're both ridiculous...]
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Date: 2017-01-08 08:43 am (UTC)From:[ ... Zero doesn't really mean that, as is likely evident with how he's only coming off as irritated and grouchy that any of this happened at all, and not actually truly angry enough to kick Axl out of the house. ]
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Date: 2017-01-23 09:23 pm (UTC)From:[By which X means he's sure Zero'll grump about it and grouse and that'll be about the extent of it; Zero's hard, but not unkind--something that never changes.]
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Date: 2017-01-25 01:01 am (UTC)From:Tch ... [ ... ] Whatever. I'm not gonna go easy on him the next time he spreads ridiculous rumors about us.
Backdated to 01/05 lmao....
Date: 2017-01-31 03:26 am (UTC)From:Hey X! How's it going?
[Gotta strike up an easy conversation before getting to the point first!]
[feb 15th]
Date: 2017-02-21 11:05 pm (UTC)From:In any case, something seems... different around the house, though it's hard to place what. Axl's emotions usually pulsed or buzzed through it at times, and the air was slightly less heavy -- although Ciel knew some of that was due to her own ever-present guilty emotions. Pascal was rattling around in the basement as always and for now, Ciel didn't quite feel up to poking around there...
Still, eventually she makes her way back to the chair with her books, waiting for the more comforting sound of heavy reploid feet returning after a petrol. They hadn't scheduled anything to her knowledge, but she didn't always expect them to run something by her either.]
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Date: 2017-03-01 03:24 am (UTC)From:And it was why he ventured out of the quiet of his room, drifting into the living room where Ciel sits in her chair with her books, and his expression is mild, even if the light seems to dim around him.
He's a quiet presence in the house, keeps to himself, interacts occasionally but mostly observes. He knows Ciel's routine because it's simple, and she's still learning to adjust.
And now he has to disrupt it.]
Ciel.
[Soft, non-intrusive. But she'll be the first person he tells.]
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Date: 2017-03-01 03:23 pm (UTC)From:She looks up toward X's quiet approach and... it's hard not to miss the way the lights dim, all too well a sign that... something had changed and accepting that ... she wasn't certain if she was ready for that.]
... hello, X.
[Her voice is soft, but... hopeful, at least.] It's been quiet today... have they gone out on a mission?
[... And not said anything? They might not have wanted to disturb her, depending on the time. She was trying to rationalize why it all felt so wrong.]
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Date: 2017-03-23 06:00 am (UTC)From:No.
[Not "in a manner of speaking", though he'd been tempted to phrase it like that. No, doing that would make this harder to say.]
They're gone, Ciel. I can't sense Zero, at all, and...
[Well, the absence is obvious.
It feels too concise to put it like that, too neat. Nothing in life is neat like that. X has lived and persisted long enough to know better than to even begin to believe that, but... The fact of the matter is that's about all there is to it: gone.]
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Date: 2017-03-24 11:08 pm (UTC)From:[She repeats the word, a little numbly. It was something she hadn't wanted to believe; she had refused to let her thoughts get that far, but now, here it was, plainly.
Their home already had precedent for it. Pascal being gone before their arrival and her strange and subsequent return, and of course, dear Miss Roll...
But the others... it seemed almost unimaginable for Zero to be missing, when he was why they were all there. And Axl was so lively. So -- noisy, even though she had... no recollection of him at all. What sort of time was he returning to? And Zero ... it felt ... as though some sort of opportunity had been robbed. To learn more about him from his time, if there was anything she could give back to him in the future. Presuming that there was anything to remember ...
This world was so illogical, and yet it felt even more illogical to be in a world without Zero. Even though... she hadn't even seen him again for herself in her time. A year. And how long had it been here? Still... now wasn't the time to dwell on this sort of thing. Not when X...]
... you wouldn't... say that if you weren't certain...
[She feels at a loss. The hope that had shone in her words fades, replaced with... an indescribable sensation. She hadn't been prepared for this possibility, and she should have been.]
... I'm sorry, X ... [Putting the Cyber-elf's feelings in front of her own, of course. It seemed only the right thing to do.]
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Date: 2017-04-12 08:47 am (UTC)From:Ciel... I'm not the only one distressed by it.
[His chuckle's short, aborted and dry. He's unfortunately used to Zero vanishing, in a way, but that doesn't make it easy to accept. Still, it's a fact: Zero's gone, and X can manage. He's learned, in the past, how to. But Ciel? Ciel is young, she's not used to this--not yet, anyway, and he knows just from how she reacts to the news, how she pushes herself aside, that she feels similarly to him. The problem is that she doesn't have any of that preparation.
But blocking herself out doesn't change the reality.]
It's alright to be... out of sorts.
[He's not going to make her pull herself up. Not unless she decides she's flooding the house with dejected bubbles, anyway.]
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Date: 2017-04-13 03:52 am (UTC)From:It had always been that way between them since their arrival.
What had she learned in that time...? Since meeting him again, and that distance... even if it all came back to "Zero is Zero", he had never truly known her... but it seemed wrong, to dwell on that sort of thing.]
... I should have kept the possibility in my thoughts... There was ... no warning in this.
[At least the other time, he had dropped out of all communication of his own volition, and it had been a year. Being here with these timelines being out of whack just threw... everything out of whack. The sense of time, the responsibility...]
But that's how it usually is, here, isn't it? [Others, gone without a trace, but it hadn't hit like this.]
We'll just have to keep on...
[Brave words. She's not sure that she's ready to allow herself to be... out of sorts. She always finds a way to pull out of it, even with the worst she's faced at home. That wasn't the issue. She didn't really know what he was returning to, only that she would see him later, but ... that didn't take away that lingering ache, either. He had been that constant... she sets her books aside, absently pulling her knees toward her in that over-sized chair.]